I am thinking about having another baby. i would love to have a little girl. ! A girl to go shopping with, teach to cook, sew, scrapbook and dress up! yet on the other hand, I am very content with my too loving boys. Zach will be 4 next week. I think im in shock. That means he will start school in the fall! This begins a whole new chpt in his life that doesnt revolve around me or his daddy..... logan will be 2 next month so he isnt a baby either anymore. Maybe im having baby syndrome.?
And... school. I love having the opportunity of going back to school....I apply for the radiology prg this semester and will knw in June whether I am chosen. they only take 25 students so im crossing my fingers.... !
Brian n I discussed having a baby if i do not get into that program this spring. Yet, do I wanna have another baby and then try again next year for the program only to have a newborn at home? We have already decided if I did have another baby I would no longer work and that means probably no school either... do I want that or wait?? But if i wait then that puts more years between the kids and how many years are too many for them to be close? If i wait that means my two boys will be well out of the baby stage would we want to go back and start over then? I really would love to have another baby yet my mind right now wants a degree! I guess all i can do is pray that I get into the program or decide its Gods will to have another baby. Gods will be done right....
it would be nice not to have to work but can we really afford another baby with only one income? Brians income pays the bills but what about the extras we enjoy now. I dunno.. im torn on this...
WHat does everyone think??? I would love opinions and advice! My scatterbrain is just scattered on this!
Well I love the title! It reminds me of a Justin Bieber song for some reason :) I think you said it, if you are supposed to have a baby God will always provide. Education is never wasted because you don't know what the future holds, almost anything can be taken away from you except an education. (OMG I jsut sounded like my mom!) So good luck but try not to worry so much, I know God has a special plan for you. I am very close to many of my siblings dispite the fact there are a lot of years between some of us. Like 9 between myself and Mimi! So a few years one way or the other won't hurt them.
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