It seems like yesterday that we were in snowmegaden 2011! And that was over a year ago! SO much has happened since then its insane! My babies are really growing into big boys and its so sad. Im still going strong at Rose, hoping to be done with this chapter in my life soon, goal is december. After that, who knows! My oldest, my dear Zachary started Prek this last fall and Im so excited for where Gods taking him. Hes still headstrong, independent, stubborn as a mule, that comes from his father. He always wants to be active, I think he will be the one Im running around the most with to every sporting event possible. Im not ready. We signed up for TBALL so its already starting. Ahhh. He loves Zach which is a blessing. I usually dont have to fight him to get him up, hes usually up and around waking me up! He is a morning person from the time his feet hit the floor in the morning. Hes always wanting to run and play, so full of life. Can we get some of our childrens energy? That would be nice. Hes going to be a leader, not a follower like me, and Im so thrilled to see where God takes him one day. I pray daily that he will come to know the Lord, and that he will devote his life to him and his love. Logan is much different. It amazes me how different they are. Logan is soft, gentle and not near as rough as his older brother. He would be perfectly content alone, watching cartoons if brother would leave him to this. Ya right. Logan is mommas boy to the tee. Hes gonna be my clinging one I think when it comes time for him to start school. Zach just waved and said see ya later! lol. Logan is not as dependent and is so much like me its like looking into a mirror, where Zach is just like the hubby. Logan has a huge smile and its always glued to his face wherever we go. They both love going to church, and cant wait to learn about Jesus which makes my heart soar. Oh how Im blessed to have a husband that desires to know God, and takes his family to church on sunday morning. I love that. I have gone to the same church since I was 8 and feel extremely blessed. I love that church with all my heart. I hope to grow into a strong godly woman like I saw in my mother growing up. Anyways, my boys are also where I pray the hardest. I wanna be the best mom I can be and that takes patience, prayers and more prayers. I still catch myself and have to count to 10 twice because they are all boy and sometimes drive me crazy! I never had a brother, and my dad was a truck driver and so it was just me and my sister and mom most of the time so boys are all new! How different they are. lol. I just love them to peices and thank God for them everyday. I still would love a little girl, but still havent confinced the hubby to try again... We shall see what the Lord has in store in that department. I feel closer to him and content with my life right now. I havent worked since November and I feel God wants me home. Home to be the mother my kids need, and a wife my hubby needs. We shall see also where that road goes, cause I enjoy working out of the house too with the public, and miss it to a point. Yet I feel closer than ever to my kids and my hubby and my God not working. Sundays should the the lords day so I have so come to love church on that day and thats all. Its nice not to have to fight with a boss to have sundays off. Another chapter in our lives is upon us and its harder than ever. A new home to call home. Were staying with the parents, which is hard and prayers are appreciated. We are suppose to be getting a brand new doublewide moved in any day now, but something keeps coming up. I have recently given it to God and pray it comes through soon. If not, we will just move back into our tiny little trailer and be happy with the Lord.. hopefully. Im praying it happens and lets us have a place to call home again soon. Well, gotta run and do homework now.... Which proves to be a nightmare anymore. It feels good to be back writing, hopefully I can make time for it more often. Prayers be with you and your family and love abide fully! God bless!
